More Chemo to Go. More Life to Be Lived. HaBUNAmatata!

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Ah yes, “hakuna matata”, what a wonderful phrase!  As we all learned in The Lion King, it means no worries for the rest of your days.   I have to totally agree with Pumba and Timon, cuz it’s my “problem freeeee philosophy…”,  until…

I hear that after my scans, I may have to be telling my kids about adding more chemo rounds.  (I know, I know, cue a big Debbie Downer…. whaa whaa) It’s something I’ve known was a strong possibility after this last 6th round, but also something my family really hoped we’d just be done with.  I always kept that door open, preparing myself to keep going.

This Tuesday, the day that we were all set to go see Broadway’s touring production of The Lion King,  and sing out from our seats, “HaBUNAmatata” as my family had practiced all week,  I met with my doc to go over my latest scans and discuss my treatment options.

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Good News:  We’ve hit some momentum and are making progress in pecking away at each of my tumors.

Tough News:  We need to continue with this same aggressive CHEMO.  AT LEAST 4 MORE ROUNDS.

Good News:  That means that we’ve found a medicine that works for me!

Tough News:  This chemo gives me a LOT of side effects, some that I mention by way of steady cause/intestinal issues.  My most challenging, that are just unmentionable.

Good News:  I am for once in the rare percent for at least one good side effect- hair growth!  My hair has been slowly growing back since my 3rd round!!!  Who knows,  I may be tossing my a beanies and hats aside before I even finish my chemo?  So crazy!

Tough News:  I would need to figure out how to talk to the kiddos about Mommy still doing more chemo.  I needed some inspiration….

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Well wouldn’t ya know, the Big Guy upstairs didn’t leave me hangin’.  On one hand, I wanted to say that I was receiving crumby news on what was supposed to be such a fun night for our family. What kinda joke was that?!?!  But on the other hand, I realized that it was pretty cool timing, actually.  When I was receiving such crumby news,  God allowed it to happen just before such a wondeful night for our family to lift us up and inspire us.  We needed to remember who we are: A family of FAITH THAT NEVER GIVES UP.  And of course, our motto:  NO WORRIES!

#GlassIsHalfFullofSweetLEMONADE

#HAKUNAMATATA

#haBUNAmatata

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Can I just pause for a second to delight in the how “WOWed” I was by this performance, the creativity, the message, and what it did for me and for my family?!?!

My pal, Dodd Loomis, Resident Director of the Lion King met with us just before the show, and arranged for his buddy, Ben Lipitz (aka: Pumba) to give us a backstage tour after the show (while Dodd snuck in to finish up the last half of our tour. So fun)!  Thanks, guys!!! And Congrats… AGAIN!!!

I’ve got to say, every last moment was impressive, fun, unbelievable, and just… WOW!  But I really don’t know if they know what they did for our family that night.

So here’s a little shout out to them as to what we thought of them that night in the midst of all that we were experiencing this day….

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Creativity:

Each animal and character was represented in multiple varieties of costume forms from puppet shadows to puppeteering on stage to actors dressed in half costume half puppet figures that were wired throughout their bodies on all the way to their head (ex: the jaguar) which they moved about so gracefully that every glance, twitch, stretch, and leap flowed so seamlessly that your eye gazed across each figure naturally as if it had always been created such a way, while equally being amazed by the sight!  (Whew!  Excuse the run on sentence, I can barely take a breath from my excitement!) The artistry of every costume and the grace of the choreography that went on both on and off the stage to keep such constant colorful “circles of life” happening before our eyes upon the stage, throughout the audience, and in the sounds of the drums beating on the sides of the stages and in sync with the orchestra below was simply fascinating.  Never before have I seen costumes built around people in such away to enhance the make up artists’ expression of each said animal, the puppeteer’s depiction, as well as the costume designer’s expression, all working as one with the choreographers’ movements and director’s vision. It was mesmerizing.  

Production and Performance:

This cast and crew took on something that one may not realize was not in any of their comfort zone’s.  Each dancer, actor, singer didn’t previously dance, sing, and perform in this way before: i.e.  while hauling around heavy mechanical puppets and being lifted off the ground to extreme heights only to quickly move off the stage, be taken out of that particular costume and transformed into some entirely new animal that requires a new set of skills, movements, acrobatics in choreography and technique just to maneuver the new costume.  The skill involved just to move about this stage and make this show not look like a circus, but be a true broadway musical of beauty and inspirational theater, was enough to make my jaw drop.  This cast got it right.  They already brought such fierce yet graceful dance skills, combined with powerful yet velvety voices and stage presence to fill the theater and possibly burst out passersby on the sidewalks just outside.  They are made of something out of this world.  I’m quite sure that this “something” out of this world, is very Godly, and was working through them to carry a very needed message to this world as they travel.  And they did it.  

They did for me. They did it for my family.

The message I got out of it.

This show teaches clearly about the circle of life and how it moves and changes.  Life changes.  Sometimes, life can be confusing and scary.  At times, we can see no way out of those very scary moments. We may even want to run away all together.  But, that can’t solve anything forever not for ourselves or for any of “the village” of people that our lives touch.   What can last forever if we apply both Mufasa’s “Remember who you are” lesson and Pumba and Timon’s “Hakunamatata” motto…. is that if we live each moment, and take each challenge and each joy for what it is, as it comes, then we can face them remembering who we are (people of faith).  Then, we remember the strength that we have within us and behind us (the strength of KINGS (God), as Mufasa reminds us to look at the stars of all the kings out their that are always with us).  Shoot! By the time Simba climbed  back on the top of that Mountain at the end, beating his chest, singin’ “HE LIVES IN YOU!”   Y’all,  I was about to jump up in my seat like it was a Gospel revival and shout, “AMEN, MY BROTHA!!!!”  That dude was on FIIIIIIYAHHHH!!  ‘Cuz if He lives within us,  God’s got us.  So why worry?  HAKUNAMATATA!  

PHILIPPIANS 4:6-7

“CAST YOUR CARES UPON THE LORD AND HE’LL BRING YOU A PEACE AND GRACE BEYOND UNDERSTANDING…”

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The moral of the story:

I can’t say I’m not still kinda overwhelmed by it all, but I can honestly say this, when it came to telling my kids my tough news about all of these added rounds of aggressive chemo,  it was ok.  I turned on my BOB MARLEY, “3 Little Birds”, then after we all kinda chilled for a bit,  I told them about the message we’d learned from LION KING.  So 4 more rounds of chemo felt like just another thing to them.  “Mommy, God son’t leave us hanging’.  Remember, what Simba said? HE LIVE in YOU!”

(sigh)

 No worries. We can handle it, God’s gonna fill us up just like He always has and give us the grace to get through it.  And we’ll do it together.  One round and one day at a time. No worries.

#HaBUNAmatata  

#EveryLittleThingIsGonnaBeAlright

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11 thoughts on “More Chemo to Go. More Life to Be Lived. HaBUNAmatata!

  1. Precious one,
    The Holy Spirit is working overtime in you! Wow! I’m just blown away by you! I believe that you are teaching me life lessons that will help me be a better child of God and a better person in this world.
    Your words are so rooted in faith, full of humility and love…and expressed with such profound wisdom.
    Thank you God for being a steady source of courage and strength for Elise and her family. Amen! 😍😍

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  2. We went on Saturday afternoonwith grandkids and loved it. Dodd was so great and proud to show us everything. I thought of yall every step with your theatrical background and was thrilled to know that you were going on Tuesday! What a great message the story has! What a great story your message has…💗&🙏!!

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  3. Elise,
    It is a privlidge to witness someone with such faith in our Lord and His healing power. He listens to all of us and our prayer for you is being heard. It is much slower than what we want and impacts you in ways we don’t like but He is listening and using you to give encouragement to others who don’t have your faith. I will continue to pray daily to our Great Jehovah Rapha for your special healing. May He also Bless your beautiful family in a special way as they keep your spirit and joy in your heart.
    In His love,
    Mitch

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  4. My precious Elise, you are a gift to all of us who read your journey of life. This road of cancer will never define you only give you the grace to touch soo many people with sharing your life so openly. By showing your devotion to God and your teaching of this to your children not by words but by actions is just breathtaking. All of you are in my prayers for continued strength. I love you and will be there by your side. Deidra

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  5. Elise, Your inspiration from the Lion King for your family is a message for all of us that share this journey with you. Thank you! Thank you! For sharing it with us. You are such a beautiful light. ❤️And🙏

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  6. Elise, your faith is stronger than any chemo, cancer, or Scar! God’s got this, let him do his thing and don’t get in his way. Live, pray, love, forgive, and give back and you will heal in the truest since of that word.
    You are loved😘
    Kim

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